SPN - 6.20

[feliciakw]

I'm going to have to cogitate on this one a bit. Castiel's dilemma is interesting, and uncomfortable-making (which is the point, I realize). Overall, I kind of liked the format, and it was nice to see Castiel praying.

Also, Cas raised Sam from Perdition! But he couldn't quite get all of him through the Cage. I really hope he didn't leave Sam's soul behind on purpose. Surely he would know how bad that would be. But the fact that he tried to give Dean back what he'd sacrificed. Oh, Cas. You're learning the hard way the importance of keeping the lines of communication open.

Loved seeing Cas smite demons. That was fairly awesome. And when he had Crowley up against the wall, I so wanted him to remind Crowley that he could smite him as easy as breathing.

And apparently monsters do have souls. At least, souls of a sort. Who knew?

The ep had a few amusing moments, which yay because the rest of it was very sad, watching things unravel so.

Overall it just kind of hurt. To watch Cas's world crumble around him. To watch Dean come to grips with learning that Cas has been lying to him. To again have someone he trusts and loves betray him and lie to him.

I have a feeling I missed some key lines, since our CW affiliate was blinking in and out tonight. Ugh.

As for the upcoming ep, all I can say is the better not make Lisa evil. Just, no. I feel like crying just thinking about it.

This show is starting to stress me out. Will there be anyone to talk me off the ledge when the time comes?

Comments

[feliciakw.livejournal.com]

To answer the question about Cas and Sam's soul, he didn't realize Sam came back without. There's a line in the voiceover where he's watching Sam at the window who is in turn watching Dean, and Cas talks about how sometimes we're given clues and he missed his

Yes! I remember that. Thank you. Oh, Cas.

They are? Since when? Just behind, methinks.

Well, you see and talk to them much more frequently than I do. (I haven't seen Izhi in almost 4 years, and I've never met Kalquessa in person.) Izhi and I used to talk every week, usually immediately after she'd seen the ep, and debrief for at least an hour. Kalquessa used to write her React-o-Matic posts. Neither of these things have happened in a very long time. Neither of them is on LJ as much as she used to be (with good RL reason, I know). I don't even remember the last time Izhi and I had a conversation about Show (can't remember the last time we talked on the phone, even), and though Kalquessa has tried to call, our schedules just don't seem to synch up where we can both be on the phone at the same time.

They might still be watching the show, but from where I am, on the other side of the continent, they're not in the on-line fandom anymore. I get why, and it's all for good reasons. I just miss having someone to talk through things with, who will help me work through things that annoy me. Who will talk me off the ledge. Ya know?

The never ending line Hell was very Far Side, wasn't it.

[just-ruth.livejournal.com]

I want to apologize. My first reaction was one of anger and hurt watching the episode and I had no business broadcasting those feelings on your journal.

I'm sorry. I hope you'll forgive me.

[feliciakw.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :-) I know this season has been very trying for a lot of people on my f-list. It's kind of why I've often considered giving up my longer commentaries. There are often things I want to mention in depth, but I get the sense that much of my f-list has lost interest and/or patience with the show.

You're forgiven. :-)