Ugh

[feliciakw]

Feeling a bit anxious and on edge today. Not quite panic attack levels, but neither am I feeling particularly supported by the world around me.

Suffocated rather than encouraged.

Bound by circumstances rather than freed to express myself. And when I do, met with indifference or disagreement.

Disappointed in fun surprises ruined.

Holes in my heart that won't be filled.

My heart is pounding harder than usual today. My brain is fretting.

I want to sleep until it passes.

Maybe a walk down the block will help.

Comments

[izhilzha.livejournal.com]

I have much sympathy. At least 2/3 of that could have been pulled straight from my journal. *hugs*

[feliciakw.livejournal.com]

Thank you. *hugs*

[girlyghoul70.livejournal.com]

Everybody gets that way sometimes, cous. Walk around the block, or better yet whip out the bellydance music. Hip shake those blues away!

I'd break into a rounding rendition of "Everybody Hurts" or "You are not Alone"... but nobody wants that.

*Hugs and Fluffy Kittens* I haven't gotten the hand of doing a decent link in the comments field but there are fluffy kittens below!

http://girlyghoul70.livejournal.com/1941.html

[feliciakw.livejournal.com]

*points to your icon* Yes. That.

Well, I did take the walk down the block. It's just . . . the current arts/theatrical (or more precisely, lack thereof) situation is tiring me out. I don't know where we go from here after a rather disappointing meeting with the local arts foundation.

And yes, I do need to catch up on your journal.

[girlyghoul70.livejournal.com]

Yes, hurry. Catch up... I might get spammy today! No Cous left behind!!!

[ann-tara.livejournal.com]

A good brisk walk may help, or a nice hot bubble bath. Sorry to hear you're feeling anxious.

[feliciakw.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I did take a walk down the block, and it helped a little bit. Aside from the current situation that's getting me down, it could very well be the weather as well. We need the rain desperately, but my mood seems to be reflecting the gray skies recently.

Maybe I should go dance in the rain if I get a chance. Then follow it with a hot bubble bath.

[just-ruth.livejournal.com]

Bubblebaths are good - is there a place you can get a massage? Ten minutes across your shoulders will do wonders.

I can't help you with the holes in your heart, my own are still raw.

[feliciakw.livejournal.com]

Yes, only God can fill the holes in my heart, or help me accept and live with them.

A massage sounds so good.