I'm afraid, though, that with Izhilzha and Kalquessa both gone from the fandom, there's no one left to talk me off the ledge come season cliffhanger. It's a lonely feeling.

HEY. She's a mom and I'm engaged--it's a busy time. I'm not really participating in most fandom right now. It's not just SPN (although frankly, I've never really thought of myself as being "in" SPN online fandom--it's too weird, esp. compared to my other fandoms).

And I'm honestly far too thrilled with Cas's journey from a believer's viewpoint to mind anything Show's doing with him right now. In fact.... *hearts for eyes*